Okay, so pretty much I'm so sure that the huge talk I had with my sister, and trying to remove a bunch of the stress in my life is totally working. Why?
I was happy today. Actually happy. For the first time in almost a year, I was happy!

I feel so great, I can't wait to tell my sister when I get home. I'm finally coming out of the fog! YAY!
As long as I remember to keep the stress at bay, I maybe able to have many more days like this in the near future, where I actually don't even think about homework, or requests or whatever for an extended period of time. I've missed the feeling of making jokes and laughing and never having to force it, of being so excited over absolutely nothing that I just want to stand on top of my desk and shout about sunshine.
I feel like I did when I was in grade 10. And it feels good
Post Script (What ' P.S. ' means for any of you people who are not nerds XD):

I'VE GOT THE JOY JOY JOY JOY DOWN IN MY HEART (hey) DOWN IN MY HEART (hey) DOWN IN MY HEART, I'VE GOT THE JOY JOY JOY JOY DOWN IN MY HEART, DOWN IN MY HEART TO STAAAAAAYY.

I DECIDED THAT THE JOY CONTENT OF THIS JOURNAL WAS NOT SUFFICIENT SO I HAD TO MAKE THAT POINTLESS EDIT. Yup

Quote of the whenever-i-feel-like-changing-it: "My computer is being retarded! You know, other than the non-politically correct way." "What other way is there?" "Well TECHNICALLY retard means to be slow or to slow down." "So your computer really is being retarded?" "YES MY COMPUTER IS BEING RETARDED!"
"I'm gonna tell Jen that you told me to tell people to harken to my ejaculation!"

"Don't you put it in your mouth. Don't you rub it on your face! Don't you put it in your pants, that's not the right place!"

All Mon.Nov.16/09


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Me: Demyx (aka Dem Dem *Yes Mike, that's right!*
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dislexia-in-a-bag :Mike: Saix ( lol my Saix puppy)
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X-toXic-loVer-X :Erica: Xigbar
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wildlittlewolf13 :Auggie: Vexen
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Industrial-Batteries :Jordan: Xaldin
Blair: Lexaeus (poor Blair, only non-deviant XD)
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ryuchan :Marluxia
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sanely-insane : My Demyx clone
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AngelMutant :Jen: Yuffi
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kags2715 :Axel
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Some people are like slinkys; Not really good for anything, but you can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs
Me: "Axel baby, I'd be on you so fast you wouldn't have time to scream 'rape!'"
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Edel, Princess Tutu
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)
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Some people are like slinkys; Not really good for anything, but you can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs
Me: "Axel baby, I'd be on you so fast you wouldn't have time to scream 'rape!'"
Axel: "........"
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Some people are like slinkys; Not really good for anything, but you can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs
Me: "Axel baby, I'd be on you so fast you wouldn't have time to scream 'rape!'"
Axel: "........"
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